I have this girl I love so much, I’m talking bout 5+(years) relationship. We’ve been through a lot and recently I have been seeing some red flags which are making me go crazy. Okay, this said girl cheated on me 3 times in this relationship. Despite all that, I’m still willing to marry her, crazy right? Yeah I know, said it before, I love her so much. I’m always thinking bout her escapades, called her, spoke to her, reason with her but she’s still in talking terms with one of the guys she cheated on me with and it’s causing me trauma each day. I’m scared of letting go and starting afresh. I really wanna let go but it’s very difficult to.