I’ll be 25 soon, I’ve never been in a relationship. I’ve never had anyone besides family love me. I see my friends and other people going out with their bfs, having fun and making videos. I’ll be a liar if I say I don’t want that too. Maybe it’s because I don’t socialize, but I don’t have any one to socialize with. I really want friend’s. Seems the one I have is avoiding me. I really want to have fun. Meet people. Have a lover. Right now, I’m in severe pains. I’m lonely. I’m tired 😭 I don’t want to be like this anymore 😭😭