Yesterday, there’s this bolt guy I became friends with he offered me a ride home and we ended up kissing, the best kiss I’ve had in years years. It felt like we’ve known each other for years, I was so wet, I even squirted, the way he held me so tightly kissing me passionately and intentionally but I had to stop him. so he left. I couldn’t feel anything, my emotions were gone, my heart was ice cold. Heart break has messed me up