Just sitting here remembering how I have always complained about our communication style and pattern to this man I’m in a relationship of 2 years. He has ignored me sometimes, put some effort and dropped it after a while, basically told me to grow up, compared our relationship with another. Sometimes I wonder whether it’s all in my head or is he gaslighting me. Omo, I have complained so much over the years, that I have started to dead my feeling, slowly but surely. He seems to want to start constant communication now, he probably thinks I’m still that girl that will melt when she receives a little attention( leemao). I’ll break up with him, I don’t know when but surely. He is even making it easier now. I wouldn’t even know or feel it when we finally break up. I’ll keep yall posted.