I’ve been addicted to masturbating and I really want to stop. I have graduated from using soap to using cream, now all my dick na yellow and I’m black, all my hands don bleach finish because of am. Honestly I think it’s affecting my spiritually because omo I never broke like this once. I can’t even concentrate and I feel depressed, what’s meant to be a relief for me is now becoming a curse I want to stop. I have deleted all the porn in my phone and unfollowed those telegram porn channels.