I feel really guilty, as at 2018 my friends elder sister was tearful telling us about how she had up to like 12 abortions and the guy still jilted her, in my mind I was like she’s stupid, she should have known the guy doesn’t like her. Tables have turned, I had my 8th abortion yesterday even though this guy begged me to keep this one. I just felt I don’t have what it takes to take care of a child yet and he is not financially buoyant at the moment. To crown it all I’m a sex freak, I woke up this morning feeling very horny amidst the pains, I had to use tampon to block the blood to give few minutes doggy.