I caught my ex cheating on me back in university days 6 years ago and somehow it affected me mentally. Since then I find it extremely difficult to have feelings for anyone. At first I think we’re vibing and creating a connection but once we fuck, any and all feelings I thought I had goes out the window. I’ve broken a lot of girls hearts and I’m not happy about this one bit. Recently, I met Oge and we’re really connection as usual, we’ve been on 2 dates but no intimacy yet. Truth is I really like this girl and I want to build a life with her. She’s smart, beautiful, sexy, can hold meaningful convos, has a good job, speaks and dresses excellent, she’s everything I want in a lady for a girlfriend and eventually wife. However, I know myself, I don’t want to mess this one up. I really want to keep her. PLS HELP ME!
PS. I’m 28.