I am trying my best ☹️ maybe it’s not enough, no family, no friends. People think I’m happy because I have this babyish smiling beautiful face lmao I am unhappy, sad and suffering. Landlord came yesterday, shouted at me to pay or leave his house, the thought using what I have to get what I want is eating me up. I AM AT MY LOWEST WHO DO I CALL? GOD RIGHT? DEAR GOD PLEASE