My mom is a psychopath, like she’s so fucking weird jeez. She’s hateful to us, she complains about everything, she has weird phases where she curses us with hatred. I used to think it was because my dad left us but found out he didn’t leave us he always tried for us to move to europe but she never told us nor allowed communication with him. We haven’t been speaking since January. I cussed her out because i love her but i’m fucking tired of loving someone who’s so hateful. She’s just scary and she alienated us from the whole world. Now i’m dumb and a dreamer and i don’t need anything from life i just need to die. because life sucks when you don’t know anyone or anything