Ex boyfriend got me pregnant, not a word from him since I told him, disappeared on myself and our baby. I don’t want baby daddy drama ever, I took pills and still ended up pregnant. I’ve known for awhile but was just in denial. This is my worst nightmare coming to life. Career on pause everything on pause because I am crashing mentally. I’m losing my mind because I really can’t handle aborting my baby and I can’t give my baby the kind of life and family I want my kid to have. I’m about 6 weeks pregnant, the guilt is going to kill me. I am seriously considering ending my life because all options end in death.
Killing my baby, I could never be myself again. I’m going to be a walking dead so better to just die now and save everyone including my baby the trauma.