I started having a thing with this guy since September 2020 till date he didn’t ask me out although he takes care of me all way round but didn’t ask me out and gets so jealous because I’m facially and bodily endowed. When I’m around guys and all I was so loyal till I finally had a fling with someone else just for fun just recently. Because I always see girls around him so I felt he was cheating and felt he was using me to catch cruise and I really love him, I’m just so tired of everything, it’s so hard to move on. I just wish my heart can really heal