Where do I start from? I was seeing this guy for like 3 months. We loved each other or I think we did, I’m not really sure of anything anymore. Anyway one day he’s not available anymore, like not online all numbers switched off and he didn’t block me, I know for a fact. I’ve texted, called. He just left and I met someone else and I’m scared he’s going to break my heart. I didn’t even tell him I liked him. I deleted his number from my phone today, lol. We’ve had sex before and he mentioned how he didn’t want a girlfriend cause girls are players. But somedays he acts all cute and protective or maybe its just in my head. I’m scared I’ll get turned down, I’m scared he’ll leave or break my heart .