My ex and I met in March 2019, we started out as friends before he begged me to date him. I finally agreed in 2020 and we have gone through hell together. We broke up a couple of times but we always found a way back to each. Long story short, he dumped me in July last year and I haven’t been able to move on. Anytime he tries to talk to me and act like just a friend, I feel hurt over again and I self harm. I’m tired, It happened again this night.