I’m tired of my life, entire being. I feel so so useless which I am anyways, empty, jobless, retarded, no love. My third attempt to finally end it all March a day after my birthday. I pity my parents because they don’t know anything. I feel God hates me I pray to him to please take my life so I won’t hurt anymore, I hate myself( I can’t do anything right.) I will save myself first by ending it and finally resting in a place, I will be forgotten soon.