Since I left my last relationship 9 months ago
A relationship which almost destroyed my entire life, from cheating on me to having an abortion, failing a course in school because I was bleeding on the exam day💔. Ever since then I’ve not been able to like or even love anyone, it’s been so hard, I decided to leave men alone but it seems they don’t want to leave me. I feel like I can’t even get married cause once I see a man I see pain and suffering surrounding them. I just wish men can leave me alone and understand that I’m done with them. I just want to live my life and focus on making more money.
in Confession
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I am nervous about getting pregnant. I recently got married and we have been trying for 2 months now. I don’t know if I want to get pregnant now but I also know that I want to get pregnant so as to avoid all the questions that come with not being pregnant.