I’m always scared to tell people my age, I’m 30 and I feel old, Gained weight and I feel ugly, I get compliments from people about being a beautiful lady but I do not believe them, I have a beautiful smile but lately I don’t even wanna smile at all and when I do it’s fake! My stomach is a big disgrace, I’m insecure about a lot of things and oh to crown it all I’m thirty and broke. Lol