Sometimes, I just can’t help but feel how much I don’t fit in. When you don’t make sense, contribute wisely, control your emotions, Is it normal? Or do people randomly feel that way too? I want to be better so everybody who saw me in bad light will feel like they made a wrong judgement about me. But it feels like each time I try to do it better it’s like I’m becoming worse at the whole thing. It’s tiring to try and not see efforts.