I’m a 23 year old guy, used to be extremely jovial and full of joy and life. After lockdown, I had an accident that changed me. From 2020 till now, I never found my life anymore. I started watching my life grow down the drain and for each time a very bad thing happens to me, I claim it’s God giving me a lesson to learn. Well not this time anymore. I’m in over #700k debt, I can see myself quitting school just in my finals and just yesterday night again, I lost my childhood friend’s sums of money trying to find money to settle off everyone on my neck. About 10pm I tried strangling and suffocating myself, my friends didn’t know about it, because I always smile but I can’t any longer. Haven’t slept till now thinking of ways to enf all this bad stuffs happening and can’t believe in the space of 2 years, my life became a mess this way. I might try this suicide thing again, perhaps it makes me happier this time.