I am just wondering how do you guys get money to do everything you need to do to pursue your japa dreams ? Are there people who really give no interest loans like friends? Why do people promise to give you loans and then disappoint you. Now I am beginning to feel like people want to see you win but they don’t want to see you do better than them. I AM TIRED 😢 I have done my intellectual work what is left is money. I need help