Honestly I’m so scared and legit worried about this thing. I’m really worried about the fact that I still love this man and I still want him him and miss him every day. Isn’t something wrong with me? Is this okay? It’s really terrifying me because the last time I physically saw him he was telling me about how he dated like 6 girls after me and I’ve not even be able to keep one lol seriously though after him I haven’t been in one relationship. The thing is this guy won’t even let me be like I know he has moved on and all that but he keeps coming back to me and it’s not like we end up dating or something, it’s usually just really intense make out sessions and one time we had sex and that was a year after we broke up but the sad part is that he always ghosts me after all this, this time he told me he would stay with me , he wouldn’t disappear on me again but he did and this time hurt like hell! I’ve had like 2 major mental break downs like I’ve legit broken down and mentally shut down while he’s out there enjoying himself and having fun, it hurts so bad. It really does