I had an abortion in the beginning of 2021 and the boy ghosted me. Met someone who made me love again but he broke up with me because I was too depressed after losing my job. I lost my mom recently too and I’m battling suicidal thoughts because my mom wouldn’t want that for me. And I’m just 21 sigh. I’m tired and lonely and no one cares. My friends don’t even text me anymore. Life should take it easy on me .😣