I feel so dirty, I promise to not watch pornography this year and I already did few days ago. Today I opened snapchat and one guy posted his sextape and I was fucking horny. I decided to go on Twitter and ended up watching some more. I really need help / advice on how to stop. porn is really messing with my life and Christian faith. I want to stay a virgin till marriage but this lust and sexual fantasies I have after watching it is making me feel guilty.