It’s like it’s me, just me, only me. No one to talk to or even be with, it really sucks. yh having depression, anxiety and suicidal thoughts. Everyday, I keep telling myself it will get better, it really doesn’t, it is like I’m falling into a pit of darkness where my worst fears will haunt me. I really hate everyone and myself right now. I just can’t really take it anymore. One thing is sure, I’d never kill myself, I don’t give up easily.