I think I’m going through chronic depression. I’m obsessed with someone(a celeb) who would never want me back. I’ve turned to a stalker even to his family members. It’s making me have suicidal thoughts of being reborn as a celeb too. Stupid right but that’s how it’s in my head. Tried signing up for therapy online but it all involves money. I really need help. I’m loosing my mind big time and I can’t control it😭😭