He was my bestfriend for 3 years +. We dated for less than 3 months & it was chaos. 5 months after the breakup & I look so lean. I’m slim-fitting clothes. No appetite, sleeplessness, deep hurt. No boyfriend/best friend to talk to. He keeps hanging out with different girls. I’ll just focus on my work, MBA & travel blog. Despite the pain, going back to him is not an option, I’ll end up sadder than I am now. It’s true you can love someone but still say goodbye to them.