I don’t know where to begin, but hey I will start with what’s in my mind. I don’t feel good, I don’t feel well at all it’s like this wave of different emotions, and I feel them all at the same time. I miss home, I hate my job, falling deeply in love with someone and they don’t love you the same way and, feeling like the whole world is against you. I mean I’m tired I want to disappear from this earth, everything is frustrating and I don’t know what to do. I hate it here!