I told my self that I would stop masturbating before this year. I masturbated on the 28th twice but I told my self am done. I haven’t masturbated ever since but my body can’t contain the urge for Christ sake. Masturbation is the only thing that makes me alive and happy since I don’t have a girl but now I feel like I am denying myself of happiness. May God see me through and remove this evil urge. Same goes to all of you battling the same thing.