I used to say that the moment my partner hits me I would leave. I always mocked people who stayed with abusive partners. Now I am in same shoes and I haven’t walked away, he has hit me 3 times now, last one was yesterday, he tried to strangle me and everyone including his mum is blaming me for getting him upset. She’s not taking responsibility for raising a badly behaved son. Worst part is I still begged him, I am ashamed of myself