If you have even if it’s just one of your immediate family members that support you, worship them. I know the kind of family I’m from and the one thing they’re really good at is discouragement, especially my eldest brother whom I never liked anyway, I let it get to me for years and that’s why I’m moving at a sloth’s pace. Twice I’ve kept mute and rebelled and it turned out well. It’s time to actually keep quiet and do my thing.