I finally messaged my ex to beg her back..
I messed up badly by hitting her many times but I really wished she gave me a chance..
I really hate myself for beating her
I regret it, I hate myself the guilt is tearing me up. She said doesn’t love me anymore and it really sucks she’s moved on and I’m wallowing in tears. I know I don’t deserve her and I’m worthless. I’m really so empty without her it sucks I’m not the ONE for her
Sigh