Been battling with drugs lately, family doesn’t know what’s going on,they just want me sending money nothing else, still young though, not up to 21 but seen and have done things far greater. I frequently have delusions in which my mind create fake scenario and I get caught up in it and eventually whenever I come out of it. I just get looked at as an insane person by people and friends around, been getting help from my girl i call her mama in getting out of it but she also is tired and frustrated by me
If she leaves I don’t think I will ever come out from those delusions again.