Today I just realize that the kind life I’m living, I’m not proud of it. I squat with my friend in a 2 bedroom flat. Most of the time I prefer staying in my room because I don’t want him to be seeing me, I feel like I’m inconveniencing him. At first it wasn’t really like that but it’s up to two years now and the more I see him, the more I don’t like living with him. I feel like I’m intruding his space. I wish I get money to go rent my own house.. I for do am before one day something happen between us.