Have you ever been so close to someone and you just thought you would end up together. Well, this guy was my everything, literally, everything, everyone knew us together, I told him everything. And just yesterday, I asked him because I needed clarity, do we have a future together? He wrote me a long note with capital letters, you and I are friends and nothing more, don’t misunderstand my words. I have been angry, laughing crying and I don’t know where to start from. Five years all wasted and I have no plan B, no other person gave me the peace I felt with him.