My boyfriend cheated on me recently with someone we’ve talked about and under normal circumstances, I’d have left but I can’t seem to leave and we are trying to repair things but with the way things have been going, I feel like he doesn’t want to repair anything and he’d continue deceiving me. I thought I was okay but I’m deep in a hole of hurt. I haven’t been able to fully process my feelings. I want out but I don’t know how.