I have been dealing with serious neglecting issues even from when I was young and nothing has changed. Ever since, I get scared of being alone, I really love my boyfriend and I just wish he pays more attention to me because I’m not okay and he told me I have be strong emotionally. Honestly it’s been hard doing that all by myself, my depressive side have started coming back and I still have to be emotionally strong. I don’t know if I could hold much longer.