Honestly, I don’t think I know what love is. This is my second relationship, the first was in secondary school. I don’t think I love my girlfriend, because she told me she loves me first, I was still getting to know her and bloom she came in with love, she was to pretty for me to decline so I said yes. I love the idea of her and having her sex but I don’t feel that deep warm feeling around her or whatever it’s called, I remember her flaws and past stories and it messes with me. I do have a side chick though, that helps ease the stress 😓.