I am tired of being the understanding and considerate person in all my relationships. I cannot voice out to tell how i feel because I’ll be told that i make him sad or why can’t i just choose happy memories and just stick to them. I wonder if that’s how everyone’s relationship is. I am broken and still do love him and i just want him to see things from how i see them just once. I’m not lucky in relationships but i really hope i get love thats willing to fight for me . Sighs.