I really wish people will stop asking me questions about my life, I’m stuck on a spot and I can’t move on without help and I’m sure everyone knows how it is in this country. I’m already sad about it and talking bout it makes me look like I’m not trying to do anything bout it, what do you call pushing for years for a way but there is none. I’m tired and I’m trying so hard to hold it together but God! I hate this life