How do i get out of this mess, started borrowing from all these online apps and now I owe about #200k. It all just started from simple #50k or less but then I have to borrow to pay back and then borrow again to pay again and here I am. I’m pregnant and almost due and my partner knows nothing about this, I had to quit my job recently. I really want to do better, pay off my debts, delete the apps from my phone, learn a trade and start a business, I’m not a lazy person. My life is really a mess right now I can’t even sleep well at night. I don’t have any friends that can help and my partner will be mad if he finds out because he can’t even afford to clear this for me. I feel like disappearing.