My wedding is later this year to a good & loving man, my ex chatted me up recently, he caused me a lot of financial pain, I’m still servicing the loan I got for him. I’m still attracted to him, I feel he suspects and wants to take advantage of it but I promise not to have physical contact with him and it’s quite easy because we don’t stay in same state. My fiance doesn’t deserve any kind of pain whatsoever, I dare not tell this to the closest person to me, they might judge me.