I’ve been always admired by lots of ladies as they always say i am cute and stuff but I never believed that because I lacked self confidence in all aspect of my life, to be honest it makes me sick every damn time I think bout it, maybe a spiritual wife to bond up with it. I have had gals say it to my face they want me but would want me to make the real step, I won’t know what to say or always lacked self confidence. I thought using a few drugs would help but nah so I stopped. Yeah lack of self confidence is killing me from even establishing myself even if I have the enough money.