Family thinks I have money, 😂 me that’s surviving on only God knows how. Pressure to be the perfect daughter. Depression and sucide thoughts since last year. Boyfriend and I are out of jobs. To make it worse, out of desperation, I slept with someone for money but I didn’t receive it. Shared problem used to be half solved but now it’s a topic for discussion so I keep my problems to myself. I feel dirty, useless, just name it.