I’m frustrated. Law school is next month and I don’t even have up to the tuition fee. Everybody that said they’ll give me money last year before I spilled, all have excuses and I don’t even blame them. This country is killing me, I’m so tired. Everyday I put up a smiling face for my mom because she’s trying so hard while I just want to die so she doesn’t incur more debts. But I’m a coward too, if I die she’ll be so heartbroken.