Background story-22, virgin , touched myself for the first time. I’ve only ever penetrated myself once and it was with a pen. Was 15 then, I just wanted to see how deep and yes, pen was very clean. I hate fingering or being fingered. It has never been appealing but of recent I’ve been reconsidering. I thought I should touch my coochie before I let a man do that. Now I’m paranoid. Biko are hymens that big? Or are the vaginal walls smooth or they have a rough inner texture? I need to know my cooch is alright 😭.