I wish I was I was the girl that guys desired so much to want to be nice to or be friends with, you know pretty privileges. All my life I’ve never gotten that and I wish I knew how that felt. I know that I’ll make my own money and I have to love myself which I’m working on but it ll be so nice to be on the receiving end. Shay anybody will love me the way I am bayi, it’s not even looking like I have hope.