For now I’ll be single until I heal from a silent breakup, it’s been 5 months and I’m still hurt. I no longer have the strength and excitement to continue anything called relationship with a man nor do I see men in the same good and innocent way I used to before, it’s changed me somewhat. Funnily, I’m 26, and I want to love and be loved again, but i don’t know when I’ll recover from the emotional turmoil and regrets this guy left me with. It’s caused me to hate Men and to hate myself.