Got into my first relationship in university mainly for knacks but I wasn’t prepared for the wrath of a scorned woman at all. She also wasn’t my spec physically so it got mad toxic and even deteriorated into violence. At the moment, I’ve been on my own in just about every sense of the word since it ended. I’m high just about every waking moment and I can think about is the way I conducted myself in that relationship. She Dey ment as well but deserved much better than me. I wish I could go back and unmeet shordy. I smile and laugh everyday but I just wan disappear till further notice.