I’m a depressed teen and nobody cares if I’m happy or not. When I was really young my elder cousins and nannies used to sexually harass me and I told my dad how my elder cousin touched me and he was like he is sure I like it. I had sex with an elderly man at the age of 16 he is very manipulative and told me if I continue to please him he’ll make me feel loved. Now I want to leave him because I feel more broken but he is just too manipulative and he feels he owns me. My friends don’t know and they think I’m the happiest person they’ve ever met.