I’ve been through so much hard time I want to end it all, everything just seems like it can’t work out for me. I don’t know how it is at the other side but I feel it’s going to be a better place at least because out here I don’t amount to nothing what’s the essence of me living when I can end it? (life after death, at least we won’t have to deal with life issues) if only they know what my life is like, bye Connotare