It’s been 8 months since we broke up and I swear, it’s not easy. I am trying to act all okay and shit but I am dying fam. I know you have moved on, that’s why you are talking to me normally like we weren’t in a relationship, but that’s where it hurts. It hurts so bad that i am literally burning up inside. 8 months is enough for me to move on naw, why am I still stuck? I even traveled out of the state we were to see if it will ease the pain but nope, it’s still there. I am supposed to be graduating this year but the emotional pain is too much. I just can’t handle it. The worst part is that I caused the break up, I fucking lied to him. I mean who does that????? You’ve never known pain until you’ve begged God to heal your heart. Please heal my heart Lord.